Cerita Sahur

Alhamdulillah...ari nih suda masuk hari kedua puasa Ramadhan 1432 H. Ari ne jua suda dua hari aku posa takat lapar tah saja...

Day 1
Sahur tah karang mun bangun pagi tadi jam 06:30AM aku minum aing mcm kebiasaan hari-hari biasa tiap kali bangun pagi. HAMPEH...lg pon aku alum 'mandi' lg, so puasa ari nih inda kira la. Lapar tah saja...

Day 2
Imsak jam 04:44AM, aku bangun jam 05:04AM. Sahur jam 05:10AM...hmmmm, mazhab mana ku pakai sahur lapas azan Subuh?! Kesudahannya aku still puasa lapar ari nih...

Insyallah esuk puasa musti ada 'arti'...

Ramadhan Al'Mubarak 1432 H / 2011

(gambar nih aku ambil dari sini)

Bulan penyucian...
Bulan berjuta barakah...
Bulan kecintaan bagi mereka yg merindui kehadirannya...
Masihkah aku akan membiarkan 'bulan' ini berlalu?

Kelab 27 (Kehendak yg Luan Di Dulur)

(Sorry for Amy, tp ani la tragic ending utk KEHENDAK vs KEPERLUAN...
kalu kehendak merajai akal)

They tried to make me go to rehab but I said 'no, no, no'
Yes I've been black but when I come back you'll know know know
I ain't got the time and if my daddy thinks I'm fine
He's tried to make me go to rehab but I won't go go go

I'd rather be at home with ray
I ain't got seventy days
Cause there's nothing
There's nothing you can teach me
That I can't learn from Mr Hathaway

I didn't get a lot in class
But I know it don't come in a shot glass

They tried to make me go to rehab but I said 'no, no, no'
Yes I've been black but when I come back you'll know know know
I ain't got the time and if my daddy thinks I'm fine
He's tried to make me go to rehab but I won't go go go

The man said 'why do you think you here'
I said 'I got no idea
I'm gonna, I'm gonna lose my baby
so I always keep a bottle near'
He said 'I just think you're depressed,
this me, yeah baby, and the rest'

They tried to make me go to rehab but I said 'no, no, no'
Yes I've been black but when I come back you'll know know know

I don't ever wanna drink again
I just ooh I just need a friend
I'm not gonna spend ten weeks
have everyone think I'm on the mend

It's not just my pride
It's just 'til these tears have dried

They tried to make me go to rehab but I said 'no, no, no'
Yes I've been black but when I come back you'll know know know
I ain't got the time and if my daddy thinks I'm fine
He's tried to make me go to rehab but I won't go go go

Nafsu

Kehendak vs. Keperluan

Teori dlm subjek ekonomi asas time aku sekolah dulu... Simple, tp kitani selalu bermasalah dlm mengutamakan yg mana satu & selalunya kitani lebih mengutamakan keperluan sbb kitani boleh idop tanpa memenuhi kehendak...

Kadang-kala kitani perlu selfish utk menjaga rasa diri sendiri...manusia biasa ada kehendak yg perlu dipenuhi (kadang-kala), sbb nya ada saja kehendak-kehendak yg berkaitan rapat dgn kesihatan minda (alasan utk memenangkan kehendak).

Kehendak vs. Keperluan

Buat masa karang ani Kehendak atu lebih meruntun hati, jiwa & minda untuk dipenuhi. Namun Keperluan ani selalunya lebih bersifat 'penyabar' dlm meminta & selalunya dalam senyap akal waras kita memilih Keperluan berbanding Kehendak.

Kehendak vs. Keperluan

Pitam

(aku suka scene dlm movie nih. aksi & lagu nih tadak kene mengena dgn scene pitam ku, I just love it...)

1st time aku discover pitam masa aku training di gym somewhere in 2005/2006...well when we're overdoing it & that time aku used to skip lunch then, I've been introduced to pitam with mandatory...

2nd time aku & pitam scene is in 2010, dgn berlatarbelakangkn sunset & kapal-kapal yg berlabuh...wow the scenery was fascinating...tp part yg inda best of coz la pitam. sebab pitam yg mmg diunjar sendiri, kesudahnya ended-up at Emergency room & X-ray room Hospital.

3rd scene aku & pitam happened kemarin (sunday). Well...I'm a regular blood donor & kemarin is just a semo-semo day separti hari-hari yg aku menderma darah. Setangah jam selapas aku dengan suksesnya menderma darah (sepatutnya tiada apa-apa yg terjadi), time window shopping with my cousin aku rasa mcm sajuk-sajuk & paning-paning. It's get experience to notice it, lakas-lakas aku carik tmpt landing utk limpang.

Dgn aku yg ayu berbaju kurung & bertudung, aku selamba deak saja landing. Lantak la kalu org tinguk aku semacam sbb landing baikkk punya atas pentas tuh, yg penting aku mmg pitam tahap 'gelap' suda that time sampai bepaluh-paluh & muntah-muntah. perrrgggghhh...kronik sungguh.

Dgn segala keberseorangan (my cousin & my niece) still tadak experience handle benda-benda semacam ani. I manage to controlled the situation, sampai-sampai rumah Zzzzzzzz....nasib baik bulih terbangun lg, mun inda...wassallam...

Natrah

(Gambar ne aku ambil dari blog ni The life journey & keterangan lanjut ttg Natrah blh link tarus ke sini http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Maria_Hertogh_riots)

Batah sude buku ani ampai-ampai dlm rak buku ku, suda kn 2 bulan kali. tp baru tah dimalam aku tebuka ati kn membacanya & kesudahnnya aku tido jam 03:30AM. Dtg keraja pagi ani pon mcm zombie dgn mata merah. Ne la 1st time aku teruja & excited kn menghabiskan buku non-fiction semacam ani. selalunya time sekolah dulu subjek sejarah aku memang inda minat, tp 'Natrah' cukup mengamit utk disudahkan.

中 孝介 思い出のすぐそばで (Omoideno Sugusobade by Kosuke Atari)

Series satu apa pon aku inda paham lirik lagu nih, tp musik/arts/foods kn universal...kita just perlukan kita punya deria utk menghayati & 'paham'...the rest is history...